I am sick of having everything childproofed for me, no longer a kid and soon not even a teen. Technically I am old enough to be a parent, but how am I suppose to be a good one if I have not had my fill of life. Seems odd I live one life but with two different paths. One in which I am independent and always learning, the other I am just stagnant. Being flexible is one thing but being constantly in an unstable environment is another. It’s a battle one minute I am free as a bird, the next I find my self in a cage. I have been coping for two years now with this same scenario, but lately the cage seems to be shrinking. I find my self performing greater acts of rebellion once I am allowed to fly to compensate for the lost time spent in the cage. Though more and more I find my self falling deeper into a hole that not even my wings can help carry me out of it. Seems I have one of two choices either try to eliminate the cage by embarking on a new path, or I just deal with it.
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never settle.
if you cqnnot find the pqth you want. nake a new one. taboo as it is, this is your life. make the most of it. people will talk regardless. but will conforming or setteling give you the joy and freedom you dream of? stop dreaming, start being. when you find your self caged, schedule your self some form of structure. this is what i WILL do and this is what i absolutley WILL NOT. work ur way around things, find loopholes. . so many that you will soon find your self in a different pattern. and when free, make the absolute most of it.
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